Send Him Back To War
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He sits in a corner alone.
He studies the menu.
He sticks to his own.
Waiting for a smile from you.
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There's no-one at home.
They left long ago.
He learned too much.
Now there's nothing left to know.
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He doesn't want to cook.
He doesn't want to look.
He buries his heart and head,
In a puzzle or a book.
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He remembers the dream,
A cottage for two,
A white picket fence,
A couple of kids and you.
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It never existed,
Or he doesn't know where it went.
And he's not really sure,
How 60 years were spent.
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He has flashbacks,
Of Vietnam mud,
And different hues,
Of drying blood.
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Tyrannical employers,
Waft through his memories.
He sees images of himself on broken knees,
Giving thanks for smelly cheese.
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"Thank You Lord,
For what we are to receive,
For being a merciful God,
In Whom to believe."
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He doesn't give a clue.
But something says he's shattered.
As he contemplates,
That nothing really mattered.
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With a hug and a kiss,
All is dismissed.
The casualness of it all,
Makes him shake his fist.
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There was Santa Claus,
There was a tooth fairy.
Then there were rockets,
Firefights, and dysentery.
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He thought he was for good,
A benevolent God,
Brotherhood,
For all the things that great men stood.
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Now it's just another,
Table for one.
And there will not be,
Another optimistic sun.
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There's not a thing in the world,
He can say is his.
He wouldn't have a clue,
As to where it is.
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He studies the menu,
With his open book,
With his heart on the floor,
And a puzzled look.
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The waitress is here,
Grinning ear to ear.
"Can I take,
Your order dear?"
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I'll have a glass of wine,
To further settle my mind,
A couple of beers,
To settle my fears.
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Some of mom's apple pie,
May bring a tear to my eye,
And make me sad,
As I remember my loving dad.
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Bring a slice anyway.
Ala-mode.
You may as well make it,
Rocky Road.
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I'll have the beers in bottles,
With slices of lime,
As I think of my child,
I knew once upon a time.
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It was an evening well spent.
The waitress's smile was heaven sent.
But he knows what ain't broken,
Is sorely, badly bent.
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The world paints him in another corner.
He doesn't make a bed to "lie" in.
He dreams he stands for something,
But he needs a foxhole to die in.
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Pat him on the back.
Put a bumper sticker on your car.
Tell the Veteran you love him.
Then send his ass back out to war!
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~Micky Dee~
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